I am a reconciler,
it’s what I do.
Take two sides and work and work
until they ring true.
But this problem in front of me
I cannot work out.
There is no lining up
causing me to doubt.
Monthly, I make a promise
to give every bit.
So how can I justify
asking to quit?
Promise after promise
a strong foundation is built
so breaking a promise like that
naturally brings guilt.
Now I must reconcile
based on what I know.
But it just doesn’t reconcile
I cannot make it so.
I need some relief
I am searching for some peace.
At least to let it all go
and let the guilt cease.
The feeling of failure
after I gave my all
is hard to accept
this an ungracious fall.
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