Autumn
I truly became hyper-focused on my little covert well project. I mean, how could I possibly ignore working on it when I spent so much time thinking about it? Doing some kind of action was the only time my racing thoughts slowed down. Which means that despite the near crippling heat, I continued to work on my hidden well. So much so, that when I finally drew my first little bit of water out, I had mixed feelings. Sure, I was elated my hard work had given me a feat and that I – me of all people – constructed something that worked. And I did it by following some diagrams and watching a few YouTube videos. But a part of me felt a tinge of disappointment because now what would I focus on? Also, there was the fact that since I had been so successful in hiding my efforts, there was not one person to share my accomplishment with. I thought of Stuart again and felt a new wave of guilt that I lied to him at that last meeting. I should probably let him know what I had accomplished because of his guidance.
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