The Toll We Pay

I didn’t think I could do it.

I thought that I would fail.

To my surprise I did it.

I survived this dreadful tale.

 

I’m stronger than I thought.

I didn’t even fall.

But now around my heart

I had to build a wall.

 

I can survive anything.

But what will be the cost?

Is it worth remaining

if my soul is lost?

 

Is that the toll we pay

just for getting older?

The heart continues beating

but everyday grows colder.

 

© 2014 ck’s days

Pacing

Anxiety and worry

I tend to wear on my shoulder

Still I carry on

like a frightened soldier.

 

Sleep will not come

for the troubled and concerned heart.

The load is heavy

when adversity will not part.

 

A rut in the floor

will be impressed soon enough

as I search for answers

primarily filled with love.

 

Answers elude me

when I try to find them alone.

This is more than

I can ever do on my own.

 

My troubles make me

pace a thousand times or more

but no peace comes

until my knees hit the floor.

 

The answer comes,

“Your troubles I will keep.

Rest now child,

it is time for you to sleep.”

© 2013 ck’s days

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What Will This Trial Make of Me?

You have to admit –

it’s overwhelming –

this task you are asking of me.

The burden is great –

all on my shoulders –

the outcome I can’t clearly see.

This has the power –

to break my faith –

and make my beating heart turn tough.

Or the opposite –

will happen inside –

and this will make my heart buff.

This is a hard test –

a sure dilemma –

what will this trial make of me?

Will I be better?

Or will I break apart?

My response defines who I will be.

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