Not Ready

I can feel it

I can’t stop it

even if I try

some day coming

some day soon

I will have to say it

I will tell you goodbye.

I’m not ready

I won’t be ready

the goodbye is near

it is coming

some day soon

no such thing as ready

is my biggest fear.

I’m not ready to be strong

(I’ll have to be strong)

I’m not ready to move on

(I will move on)

my heart won’t listen to my mind

whispering you’re gone

(my heart will feel you’re gone).

Now is the moment

enjoy this moment

don’t think of tomorrow

of what is coming

some day soon

live in the moment

is good advice I know.

Time keeps its pace

never changes its pace

be grateful for today

before what is coming

some day soon

when a today’s pace

will make us say come what may.

I’m not ready to be strong

(I’ll have to be strong)

I’m not ready to move on

(I will move on)

my heart won’t listen to my mind

whispering you’re gone

(my heart will feel you’re gone)

I don’t want to be that strong.

© 2025 ck’s days

Stalking is now bad – unless we’re talking Facebook stalking

I grew up in a time when stalking and obsession were selling points for romantic plots. “Oh, look! He wore her down until she said yes. They were surely meant to be together.”

I now live in a time where even writing that sentence made my fingers cringe.

We have learned (hopefully) that stalking is not romantic. Overly obsessing on anything is not healthy. What were romance storylines are now creepy thriller plot lines.

So, to reiterate today’s stance: stalking is bad.

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How to start a fight in 3…2…1…

Judging from the title of this post you are probably thinking this is the most unnecessariest of unnecessary posts. All you need to do is make a person angry. And I agree with you. In this time of easily offended people a how-to on angering folks may be similar to telling a short person they are, in fact, short. Trust me, a short gal knows she is short. In that spirit of useless advice, here is my sure-fire way of angering someone – anyone in fact.

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Where I’m at these days…

I like to think I’m rather smart. Perhaps, that is a common trait for all humankind to think that on some level. “I may not be the brightest, but I am not some dummy.” Some days I believe it, other days, well, I try to think of other talents I might possess. Think I’m being hard on myself? That’s kind of you but I’m about to share a story that proves my point. Unfortunately, it’s all true.

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Story Behind the Post: Two Halves

Last month was a 5-Saturday month. If you have been a reader of this little blog for more than a minute, then you are aware that on 5-Saturday months I attempt to write a 5-part short story. The intent is to practice my writing skills. Lately, I’ve been a bit lazy. So, my effort in this endeavor is waning. a little bit. But last month, I followed through even though May – as you know – is as busy as December. It tends to fill itself up with activities. Still, I managed to give it a go.

Three things came together and provided the spark of the story.

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