I surely don’t want to be known
only as the cranky one
who isn’t any fun
Continue readingThe next morning, Chance sat on the edge of his bed. He had taken the sheets off and put them in a pile on the floor. His bag was packed and he was ready for Andy to take him to the Child Services.
To his great surprise, it wasn’t Andy that came down it was Marabeth. To add to his shock, she invited him to stay with them for a while. The Lucas-Simpsons would become his foster family if that was all right with him. He assured her it was all right with him. The rest of the day he felt like he was in some kind of alternate universe or something. This could not be happening to him. Especially after getting JJ in a fight last night. He didn’t take Marabeth or Andy to be the joking kind and if this was a joke it was cruel. But neither one said it was a joke. In fact, the next day, Marabeth took him to the school to register.
Even after he started school a week later, he waited for the other shoe to drop. One week became two which became a month. And that shoe never dropped. He exceled in all his courses except public speaking. That was his lowest grade with a steady B.
Continue readingYeah, here we go again
it’s that time of year when
we travel to be together
and catch up with each other
and by the time we say ‘Amen’
Continue readingMarabeth didn’t exactly sleep well that night. She tossed and turned for most of it until her body overcome with exhaustion finally fell into a deep sleep. Andy, however, other than wakening slightly with his wife’s movements, slept annoyingly well. He was already out of bed when Marabeth woke up to the smell of bacon cooking. That seemed unusual for their household even on a Saturday so she made her way slowly to the kitchen. When she walked in, she saw Chance with a spatula in hand standing at the stove while Andy sat on a stool at the island talking to him.
She didn’t catch the whole conversation but she heard Chance say he didn’t want to find his mom before Andy saw her standing at the doorway. “Morning,” he said. “Chance is fixing us some breakfast this morning,” he stood up to get another plate.
Continue readingI love you
I think you know it
but my love is shown imperfectly
it sometimes comes awkward and clumsy
but that’s the best
we humans can do.
Continue readingChance wasn’t sure if he was dreaming or not. This had to be a dream and any moment he was going to wake up cold and uncomfortable under the overpass. He expected to wake up when the guard came to get him out of his cell. Surely, he was about to wake up when he saw Andy waiting for him. Instead of waking up, he climbed into Andy’s Ford and they left the detention center together. He finally convinced himself he wasn’t dreaming and fully awake but he waited for the catch. If it was real, there was going to be a catch. This was not how things worked out for Chance Bell. Maybe Andy was taking him home to work? Maybe Chance was going to work out his debt in some form of labor? That made the most sense to him.
Continue readingI’m done thinking about it.
The old me would have held onto it.
The new me will let it go.
Continue readingChance walked into the visitors’ room in the jail and looked around. He was about to meet his court appointed lawyer. But he didn’t expect much. The tables were all full of inmates and their visitors. He saw one with a young man hunched over paperwork. But the man looked too young to be a lawyer. Chance looked around the room again.
The man at the table looked up and made eye contact with Chance. He stood up and extended his hand. “Chance Bell?”
Chance quickly sized the man up. The lawyer was a couple inches shorter than Chance and Chance was only 5’9”. He wore a tweed jacket over a plaid shirt and his tie looked like it might have been purchased from some kind of bargain store. Instead of nice slacks he wore jeans. “Figures,” Chance sighed under his breath.
Continue readingChance Bell knew he was in over his head. The situation had escalated so high though he didn’t think there was any way out. But that was life for him. Just a series of falling in at the wrong place or wrong time and being overcome with consequences. If there was a different way to live life he would love to live it. Every day seemed to bring him a new obstacle to figure out how to out maneuver. Why would tonight be any different?
The late August moon had risen and thankfully was full. That provided some light for him to make his way down the dark alley. He would have preferred a bit more light to see by. Of course there were no street lamps above. In this part of town, they had all been broken any time they were replaced. Eventually, they stopped being replaced.
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