With pen and paper,
I’ve been writing since I was little.
Nothing important,
Mostly just a whole lot of dribble.
A year ago,
I started this little blog of mine.
Hoping it could
Improve my writing over time.
I boldly claimed:
“I’m writing for me – hit or miss.
I don’t care,
If anyone else cares to reads this.”
Clickity-clack
I typed away not caring or needing
To find out if
Someone else was sharing or reading.
Until the day
I saw the small link that read, “Site Stats.”
I must confess,
My motive changed after that.
Every dang day,
I feel compelled to check and compare.
“Only 1 view!
How can I trap, er, make more aware?”
Once again,
It’s lunch time in the school cafeteria
And I’m here,
Alone and dwelling in Siberia.
And again,
I just want to be invited
To join in
With the cool crowd and be united.
Or at least
Earn some likes and receive some praise.
I mean why not
Give some admiration for ck’s days?
Just sayin’,
In my opinion it’s funny enough
One last note,
I promise it sure is dang-it good stuff!

I hear you. To blog is an epic battle of the mind between writing for personal pleasure, and at the same time wanting to reach an audience that might appreciate it. However, If you start writing with an audience in mind it becomes less of a pleasure. That accursed status page.
I’m trying not to check so often. But I’m still drawn to the stats. If I have a low volume day I wonder why and when I have a high volume day I worry about sustaining. Aack!
I like to think of my high volume days as anomalies to ignore.. But it’s still depressing going back to slow and steady growth afterwards.. Or a depressing drop out of nowhere..boo no,no, think about the writing!
Yes, it’s all about the writing. It’s all about the writing. It’s all about the writing…the ego boosts help 🙂
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